Day 8: When losing grip on trust in God

In these last two years of Covid-19, the walls came tumbling down on what had formerly been a pretty placid family life for Emily Gumper. As most of us have experienced, crises usually come in bundles. And this was true also for Emily. “What parent would give their child a stone when bread is requested?” she asks.

Well, piles of rocks mounted higher as she religiously “asked, sought, and knocked” persistently on God’s prayer doors. In her honesty, Emily makes no excuses for God’s apparent failure to rectify, to sort, to heal all the maladies impacting her family. 

Listen to Emily reflect on the thin thread of trust and what transpired when hope was not hers to claim. (All along these eight days, we have been connected to human stories. Please do not miss this day to get closer to the heart of God by way of a human one.)

Day 7: Sculpted by God’s chisel

With biblical Jonah stories, his own biographical history, and his interactions with today’s kindergartners, Gerry O’Brien spoke about how we “have something greater than Jonah here.” He speaks from thankful remembrance and has a youthful heart that collapses at times in the awe of how his life has been impacted.

Gerry’s reflection centers on how he has slowly been formed by God’s own shaping through previous coaches, the Xaverian Brothers, a youth offender program mentor, and his ever-present kindergartners, who continue to teach him, like their sharing on how jellyfish regenerate! Our world amazes in kindness when we can form as people of God a “franchise” of “commitment, hard work, and friendship.”

Day 6: “Pray You, Yourself, in me”

Listen and be dazzled by Sarah Faux’s weaving of her personal story of being a part of worship but disengaged until a certain “Gloria,” a transcending moment one Mass — after 14 years! Certainly the “slow work of God” in her life story!  

Sarah’s reflection on prayer as a synergy of collaboration with God and using her musical background of chant to depict the breathing, pulsing, rhythmic culmination of prayer-song — many voices singing as one in praise — was written (should we say “composed”?) for you as one of her Novena gifts. After sharing her own interiorized understanding of the “Our Father,” Sarah ends with the Eastern Orthodox prayer of self before God: Pray You, Yourself, in Me.

Day 5: We yearn to be whole… holy

Whenever someone takes a deep breath before speaking, you know the following words will usher from a depth of felt experiences that have been reflectively woven together for benefit. Matthew Pearl, a licensed social worker and counselor, shared however from a personal rather than a professional vantage point. He knitted scriptural wisdom with his own suffered perceptions of what keeps people from being and living in right relationship with each other. 

Matthew’s delineation of negative behaviors in our “me vs. we” society, our penchant for quick judgement especially on “otherness,” our slowness to allow God’s own unconditional love to be received — all are astutely shared in manifold layers of insight. Listen to Matthew’s words of how suffering equalizes us and binds us to shared yearnings for healing, transformed hearts.

Day 4: Do you think God admires you?

Fr. Pat Couture was our homilist on this fourth day. He linked the gospel of Jesus’ own formative exposure with temptations to another gospel pericope of a young man who was very attracted to the mission of Jesus yet could not part with his many possessions and follow him. Yet Jesus expressed his felt affection for this man’s dedication. So Fr. Pat ponders the question he asked of his sophomore religion class at Jesuit High School: Do you think God admires you? 

Listen to his reflection on our Lenten call of “turning” (repentance), a quickening of faith and charity within us when we sense a trusting presence calling us to transformation. Fr. Pat asks if we are open to change, if we have the courage to face the one who admires us and embrace that trust!

Day 3: God deflects the shark

On the third day of this Novena, with the gospel passage of Jesus not only calling upon the tax-collector, Levi, to follow him, Lizzie Petticrew attends to the apparent disjointing experiences of life: We are supposed to be righteous but Jesus likes to eat with those who aren’t; we trust in a God who is supposed to save us, but our God doesn’t come to our rescue in the ways we want. 

With the prophet Isaiah, Lizzie seeks to see how light rises out of darkness, how straight questions foster straight answers, how honesty and openness permit the slow work of God’s response to us. Levi provides the personal mirror of someone who could make a new life choice, face the negative powers, and convert from oppressive behaviors to just ones. This does not happen in the void of secrecy and suppression. Standing on honesty, it’s a personal encounter with the One who turns life around.

Day 2: Catching and sharing shards of light

We’re here for a little window. And to use that time to catch and share shards of light and laughter and grace seems to me the great story.” 

Using the late author and University of Portland editor Brian Doyle as a touchstone, and speaking as a teacher, past soccer player and coach, mother, spouse and Christian, Lisa Chambers reflected on the gospel passage about living life in the present, not the future — not like kids who lament on the weekend because they imagine Monday coming all too soon. 

Her shared experiences, some traumatic, were told from the other side of having passed through it and what graces helped her through these transitions. As a mother juggling her teaching work, children attending virtual school, and her own anxieties during the Covid-19 pandemic, Lisa talked about learning how not to worry about “what isn’t,” but what IS. Accompany Lisa on her journey attending to the moments of life, the “shards of light.”

Day 1: We are living bridges

On the first day of the Novena of Grace, Fr. Gary Smith, SJ, shared the rich image of the living root bridges of northeast India, which can serve as a metaphor for the millions of moments in which we choose life. He also drew inspiration for his Novena reflection from the words of Dorothy Day, who said that upon her conversion to Catholicism, she “had a sense of being followed, of being desired; a sense of hope and expectation.”

Much like Day’s interior sense of God as a second heart, Fr. Gary’s words imbued an authentic spirit of trust and hope in our processes of choosing life — especially when living often throws challenges that reduce us to the cynical observation: “what’s the point.”

Welcome to the 2022 Novena of Grace

Welcome to the 2022 Novena of Grace at St. Ignatius Parish in Portland, Oregon!

This year’s Novena will take place from March 3-11, 2022.

How to get started

We are glad to have you here with us. You have multiple options for participating in the 2022 Novena of Grace:

  1. If you would like to attend a Novena Mass in person, you’re welcome to join every day at 8:00 am (as well as 5:00 pm on Saturday, and 10:30 am and 7:30 pm on Sunday).
  2. If you prefer to participate digitally, you can watch a livestream or the recorded Masses. More information on digital options will be provided once the Novena begins.

We appreciate your prayers and your participation in this unique, blessed community tradition. Please share your prayers of petition and thanksgiving with us — submit them using this form.

Day 9: How the Novena becomes our own Gospel of love

With nine candles alight, an urn full of petitions from your love expressed in hopes, longings and wishes, and Taize music in the foreground, our ninth day of arrival began with incensing the sacred space of our journey together. Fr. Billy was our presider and presenter today with Katie Hennessy assisting.  

The first reading from Hosea placed us in a blessed verdure of lily, olive and cedar anointed with dew. Fr. Billy, at the beginning of his homily, captured the eight daily stepping stones of beauty that came out of discerning our brokenness in the light of God’s love. Please listen to his own words on why we pray the Novena, how we intercede together, sharing hearts — that shapes our own Gospel here. 

The interlocking of human and divine, God and neighbor, our being and becoming, nature and grace… this dynamic of our Novena is shaped and woven together by God’s Spirit. Thank you all for being part of our communion — for taking the time to be companions, surrendering the personal defenses and excuses, allowing yourselves to connect more authentically both to the Kingdom that is not and the Kingdom that is.

In every age, God is our refuge.

Brokenness and Beauty:  Blessed by a Novena of Grace

Thank you for your attentiveness and care.  Peace!